just so everyone knows p90x3 super sucks!!! I am DEAD! I got done with my super awesome sidekick and then I just wanted to die! Plus if that wasn't bad enough I then went skipping around all day being super almost productive (like walking to the library so Adalynn can get some new books)
anddddd I am at 9923 steps and will force myself to at least move a few more until I hit 10,000!
However I am really not looking forward to tomorrow and T25!
Monday, October 5, 2015
Saturday, October 3, 2015
well off to get my grilling on!!!
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
[what what]
Day 2 of working out in the park is done! It is just oh so fun getting my groove on in the mornings when there is frost on the ground and super freezing!!!
But.... it's done!!!
And then I went out to dinner with Adalynn because Jeff is gone ;)
and now I am super tired and going to bed but had to update!!!
But.... it's done!!!
And then I went out to dinner with Adalynn because Jeff is gone ;)
and now I am super tired and going to bed but had to update!!!
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
[life]
Well it is safe to say that its been a hot minute since I've blogged and that is about to change because I need to get all my words down so that in a year or two I can look back and see how far I have come!!!
So in case you didn't know I am currently living in Germany with the husband and child! It has been a weird adventure to say the least!!!
I am working on my weight... super slowly! My thyroid has FINALLY started leveling out and I've lost about 20lbs since I've been here! (I've lost about 45 but regained it all when my thyroid crapped out and have since relost 20lbs!) I am now in the process of getting bariatric surgery but I am keeping it super hush hush because I don't want a million people judging me and thinking I took "the easy way out" because that is sooooo not the case! I am currently on too high of a dose of synthroid because my body just isn't processing it and with this surgery I will be absorbing more and I should be down to non liver threatening levels in the very near future! I go in for a doctor's appointment on the 8th for them to interview me and to then get my referral for surgery! So as soon as this last hoop has been jumped thru it is a smooth sailing for me!
I have also started working out with a friend in the mornings in the park doing workout videos on my laptop! We were rocking some sexy dancing earlier today!!! We just started today and I am super pumped about having a workout partner! I told her earlier that if it had been me doing it by myself I would have stopped a few minutes in but having someone working out with me gave me so much umpft to finish it out even if we looked super awkward!
I got a fitbit for my birthday and it has really been an eye opener seeing just how many steps I take and how well I am sleeping! On the weekdays I normally hit around 10,000 but on the weekends when I am being lazy I don't even hit 5,000 which just plain sucks! So I am going to work on that this weekend! Today, as of right now, I am at 11,613 steps! Woohoo!!! .....except my house is a mess!!! I have 2 days to whip this place into shape before Jeff comes home and messes it back up! Not that it will take 2 days whatsoever, I just have like a sink full or two of dishes and laundry. I know I am rambling a wee bit!!!
Well that is the beginning of what I've been up to! I will be updating in the near future =)
So in case you didn't know I am currently living in Germany with the husband and child! It has been a weird adventure to say the least!!!
I am working on my weight... super slowly! My thyroid has FINALLY started leveling out and I've lost about 20lbs since I've been here! (I've lost about 45 but regained it all when my thyroid crapped out and have since relost 20lbs!) I am now in the process of getting bariatric surgery but I am keeping it super hush hush because I don't want a million people judging me and thinking I took "the easy way out" because that is sooooo not the case! I am currently on too high of a dose of synthroid because my body just isn't processing it and with this surgery I will be absorbing more and I should be down to non liver threatening levels in the very near future! I go in for a doctor's appointment on the 8th for them to interview me and to then get my referral for surgery! So as soon as this last hoop has been jumped thru it is a smooth sailing for me!
I have also started working out with a friend in the mornings in the park doing workout videos on my laptop! We were rocking some sexy dancing earlier today!!! We just started today and I am super pumped about having a workout partner! I told her earlier that if it had been me doing it by myself I would have stopped a few minutes in but having someone working out with me gave me so much umpft to finish it out even if we looked super awkward!
I got a fitbit for my birthday and it has really been an eye opener seeing just how many steps I take and how well I am sleeping! On the weekdays I normally hit around 10,000 but on the weekends when I am being lazy I don't even hit 5,000 which just plain sucks! So I am going to work on that this weekend! Today, as of right now, I am at 11,613 steps! Woohoo!!! .....except my house is a mess!!! I have 2 days to whip this place into shape before Jeff comes home and messes it back up! Not that it will take 2 days whatsoever, I just have like a sink full or two of dishes and laundry. I know I am rambling a wee bit!!!
Well that is the beginning of what I've been up to! I will be updating in the near future =)
Sunday, September 23, 2012
[to be or not to be...]
So I am pretty sure I am just in denial at this point either i'm pregnant or have diabetes! with the way I am so ungodly swollen it has to be one or the other unless I really am just to chunky that it will start to come down.. either way i'm not going to the doctor so don't tell me to because i'm not gonna listen! If I'm pregnant I'm having a baby and if I'm diabetic its from being fat so either way i'll be losing some weight and play it by ear! I need to be in denial until after Jeff gets back from training because i just don't have time to deal with it because both are life changing things and i know that! But at this point sorry I'm just busy busy busy!!!! but i wanted to put it out there somewhere in the universe so when i think about it i can look back and say okay on september 23rd she made a comment about it! and my real comment about it is "Ugh my boob hurt today for the first time!!!! "
Saturday, August 25, 2012
[birthday blues]
Jeff is leaving for my birthday AGAIN! I have had the worst birthday's ever.. lets reflect
13 year old -my mom packs up the car, sends my dad to the bar with some money and we leave everyone i've ever known and loved!
14 year old - my dad has regained custody and beats the crap out of me and i end the day filling out police forms and getting pictures taken naked for the record! AWESOME!
a few years of just random birthdays!
19 year old - this one was AWESOME! I got to go to work so that the guy i was covering for could go to his step sisters birthday party because it was more important then my own birthday! .. And Joey threw up in my rice cooker which was my only present
21 year old - Jeff is at basic training and I get to enjoy a nice 21st birthday with his family...
22 year old - Jeff is in Iraq
23 year old - In hospital with eye ulcers
24 year old - Jeff in California
25 year old - Jeff in Afghanistan
.... I f'ing hate my birthday! ... and now i'm going to go cry over how much I hate life!
13 year old -my mom packs up the car, sends my dad to the bar with some money and we leave everyone i've ever known and loved!
14 year old - my dad has regained custody and beats the crap out of me and i end the day filling out police forms and getting pictures taken naked for the record! AWESOME!
a few years of just random birthdays!
19 year old - this one was AWESOME! I got to go to work so that the guy i was covering for could go to his step sisters birthday party because it was more important then my own birthday! .. And Joey threw up in my rice cooker which was my only present
21 year old - Jeff is at basic training and I get to enjoy a nice 21st birthday with his family...
22 year old - Jeff is in Iraq
23 year old - In hospital with eye ulcers
24 year old - Jeff in California
25 year old - Jeff in Afghanistan
.... I f'ing hate my birthday! ... and now i'm going to go cry over how much I hate life!
Saturday, August 18, 2012
this post i am going to post something that i know 99% of you don't care about.. but...
OH MY GOD STOP BEING A CRYBABY AND HAVE SEX WITH ME!!!!! I am SICK of fighting with Jeff over anything and everything and just READY for us to have sex! Like GOOD sex!!! not just this "we have it once every 2 weeks so it lasts all of 30 seconds IF THAT" type of sex" ... i'm talking full on porno status sex lol!!! Either we are fighting or Adalynn is in the way!
I woke up at 3am with Adalynn this morning and then later we fought because of the most stupid things! He is such an ass and I am D-O-N-E with us fighting.. he says I'm bi-polar because I can just turn off an argument and be okay with him.. It's because that is how I've been trained to be! Doesn't he know that since he went to Iraq when you only have a short period of time with someone you just put anger away and then focus on it and deal with it while your spouse isn't there! If i only have 30 minutes a day with you then ya i'm gonna just act happy go lucky even if i'm pissed!
OH MY GOD STOP BEING A CRYBABY AND HAVE SEX WITH ME!!!!! I am SICK of fighting with Jeff over anything and everything and just READY for us to have sex! Like GOOD sex!!! not just this "we have it once every 2 weeks so it lasts all of 30 seconds IF THAT" type of sex" ... i'm talking full on porno status sex lol!!! Either we are fighting or Adalynn is in the way!
I woke up at 3am with Adalynn this morning and then later we fought because of the most stupid things! He is such an ass and I am D-O-N-E with us fighting.. he says I'm bi-polar because I can just turn off an argument and be okay with him.. It's because that is how I've been trained to be! Doesn't he know that since he went to Iraq when you only have a short period of time with someone you just put anger away and then focus on it and deal with it while your spouse isn't there! If i only have 30 minutes a day with you then ya i'm gonna just act happy go lucky even if i'm pissed!
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