17lbs up

It has been way to long since I have written in here... which means I haven't done fantastic... It is SOOOO hard to not eat all the bad crap especially when it is staring in front of me!!! Why is there so much crap in the world?! Bah!! I need to get back on track and just stick with it!!! I know I can do it if I really just put my feet forward one at a time!

Here is a recent picture from last week... We went on vacation to France for a week and I gained 3lbs and ate ALL the bad things!!! It was DELICIOUS and i'm in no way upset that I gained weight! In fact, I've already lost all 3 of those pounds... but I was also on steroids a few times and total I'm 17lbs up from my lowest weight! My immediate goal is to get those gone and asap!!! I just really need to stay on it! And I will... I'm writing in here again to keep me from making all the bad choices!!!